This morning begun like no other. This morning I took my love to the airport and said a long goodbye. He is going to be away for 7weeks in another country doing the Lord's work. And as much as that is supposed to be my consolation, when it came to goodbye that was not consolation enough. I knew I would not cry coz am stronger than that but the emotions rose to reality in the last goodbye hug and kiss (cos they were many). I hate going to the airport to see people off. I keep telling myself the next time I come here, I should be the one leaving but then someone always leaves ahead of me! Drat!
Case in point however, is that just these few hours without him in the country is loudly felt!! Thought I would bury myself at work but with little motivation to work I try to watch a movie (Hairspray). Big Mistake. Every romantic scene is so loud and I think of how I can take some of our moments for granted. Anyway now is the time to re-call them as that is all I will have till 7weeks elapse.
At no point at all am I regretting any of this coz I rather this than living life without love. Love is the spice of life and I am bold enough to say you have not lived till you have fallen in love longer than a year. Coz before that its just infatuation.
Happy Sundays. Find Love Find Life. God is Love.
No comments:
Post a Comment